Back To Basic.

Assalamualaikum.

Hm, what story should I tell you guys eh? Aku rasa nak cerita benda2 yang best je like sharing recipes, tips for skin care (the way I did), what food did I took after teeth maintenance and some more. But it looks like a little too late for me to type those things now. Sebabnya now is my bed time and tadi 1 hari suntuk takda buat benda pun, duk melangok je. Okay tipu, ada jugak lah tengok tv, makan semua. Gila kau tak makan T_T

Hm, how to start eh. Aku rasa macam nak start balik activekan blog ni since rumah dah activate wifi. Kena lah gunakan kemudahan yang ada ni kan. Sementara ada masa ni kan. Okay2 taknak banyak2 sangat menyimpang kang sampai puku 11 takda lagi ceritanya. Langsung save as draft and to be continue in few months later. Nangis lagi sekali.

Back to basic means here is to do come back from fitrah sebenar to what it should be placed for. Makna dia, kalau dulu kau seorang penyabar n lepas beberapa keadaan that have passed by years, kau tiba2 jadi panas baran dek masalah yg kau hadapi. Okay kat sini, kau rasa kau bukan macam tu, dulu kau tak macamni, tapi kenapa sekarang kau marah2. Bila jadi macamni, mesti kau rasa bad mood kan. So, kau kena do something before it goes worse. Apa je yg aku buat (my situation to be exact), aku buat benda yang happykan aku. Lupa kan sekejap masalah dunia ni, sebab masa kau marah2 mana boleh berfikir waras. Better for you to keep calm and think what will be my action after this.

Contoh aku buat tadi, aku takda cukup duit / masa nak window shopping. So, I did window shopping in online version. See, boleh je. At that time, kau boleh lah rangkakan apa yg kau nak beli nanti, so that masa dah cukup budget, boleh beli tanpa sebarang kecelaruan fikiran bila nampak barang yg kau tak perlu. Sebab kau dh siap list kau. See, cara macamni dah boleh buat kau okay sikit.

One more thing, benda yang tak perlu kau fikir, kau takpayah sebok2 nak masuk campur. Sebab bila kau fikir lebih2, tak jadi apa kalau kau tak buat apa2. Jadinya, kau sendiri yang touching sendiri. Bila rasa je nak berfikir, fikir dulu apa faedah kau fikir kalau akibatnya kau akan stress kan diri kau sendiri. As conclusion, free kan kepala once kau rasa bad mood. Mohon jangan expresskan kat orang keliling, Kalau boleh, simpan sendiri. nak lepaskan pun, buat cara kau sendiri. Like writing blog about fairy tales. Hahaaha kenapa fairy tales? Sebab dia kan cerita tak betul so ALWAYS happy ending.

Aku rasa tajuk atas ni patutnya jadi, how to overcome your badmood situation, tapi boleh lah tu back to basic. Pendek sikit. Kang panjang2 jadi apa plak. Okay lah, enough for today. Doakan aku ni boleh taip lagi banyak story macam dulu2. Hehhee. :)

Thank You For Read ! *peace

Thank you for having me, Twenty Fifteen.

Assalamualaikum / Hello.

Regarding to above title, I am here to give a special thanks to 2015 for having me as an ordinary person. In this year, I have learnt a lot! Met some of new people than usual. Arghhh kepala macam tape, tengah rewind apa yang jadi for 1 year back. Starting on January 1st until today, December 31st. Lets start with new one and we just do it backward. ;) Hehe.

December 2015, I am officially completed my Industrial Training course at Electrical Power Distribution in Nilai, What a great memory to be told. During my learning process in my different field, I do experience the real working environment. What a real life have taught you. Finding a job is not easy and I admit that I didn't give 100% effort to fulfill my dream job criteria. Me myself not even sure about what I am going to be someday and that is why aku start berniaga buah potong masa practical. Alhamdulillah. Ada jugak lah duit poket even at the beginning kitorang short untuk profit. By the time we were selling, we learnt about the future planning and many more about life. 

Selangkah ke hadapan bermakna aku sedang melangkah ke arah kemajuan.

Eh? Haha and tahun ni jugak banyak wedding invitation aku dapat and aku belanja gambar salah 1 drp thousands of em. Bahahah. This bride n groom is the important person of my fiance. (Tertunjuk plak gambar dia T_T) So, Surpriseeee Hewhewhew :') *Bergambar dengan groom's lovely mom)

Bila mana kau duduk sorang2, then orang tanya, apa yang kau pernah contribute untuk diri kau so that people will recognized kau. Suddenly kau blank and takda jawapan sebab kau rasa kau tak buat apa2 sampai lah ke harini which is the final ending of this year. Only then, baru kau realized yang kau dah habis degree and dah nak kawen. So, kena start pikir masa depan. Semua benda ni aku start pikir sekarang. Ya Allah, May Allah ease everything. 

August 2015, my best friend girl has finally becomes a wife to the one she loves :) Alhamdulillah. Tears again :') Hehe. Banyak kitorang tempuh sama2. Zaman diploma dulu sampailah dia kawen. Aku nangis masa kau kawen. Serious Sai! Hahahaha. Malu itteww T_T Nangis cakap macamtu. Huhuhu Alhamdulillah kau dah jumpa orang yang betul2 boleh jaga kau sebaiknya. Aku doakan Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati & melindungi perkahwinan kau sampai bila bila. Jaga dir sebaik2nya okay. And thank you sebab ambik aku jadi one of your bridesmaid, walaupun takdalah membantu sangat. T_T Tapi Thank you so much for letting me to be part of your important people. 

I knew her since Diploma. Started to be close in July 2011 sebab masa tu practical. So, faham2 saja lah Hehehe banyak benda kita hadap sama2. Study sama2. Partner Final Year Project sama2 sampailah kita jauh sikit bila kau fly to further your study abroad. I thought you would forget me once you have reached there but you won't. Heeee. Okay okay dah! Rindu kau sebenarnya wink hehe. Take care & have a good life ahead okay dearie. Love you ! 

On my engagement day :')

On Sai's solemnization ceremony outdoor photoshoot :')

Le bridesmaids :')

June 2015, I am officially completed my paper for my degree along with Final Year Project. Ya Allah, kalau kau tahu betapa leganya aku habiskan degree aku tanpa ada sebarang F dalam result aku. CUMA, aku rasa terkilan tentang grade yang aku dapat pada Final Year Project aku. Seolah2 aku hantar thesis yang tebal nya 90 pages tapi isinya kosong. It means that you submit your double A A4 paper tu kat Supervisor kau. But THAT WAS OKAY, sebab aku terus dapat migrain once Im arrived at home. 

Buat pertama kalinya aku menangis dapat result. Aku happy dengan result subject core aku. Allah Tahu mana usaha aku selama ni. Ye, aku admit banyak salah aku dengan Dia selama aku study. Jatuh bangun aku, Dia tak pernah kata aku takboleh buat. Bangun malam, siapkan thesis, study faham and hafal systems kapal (turbine, thermofluids, math 1 & 2, piston 2, logistics, C++, airlines economics, material fabrication, and many more) Alhamdulillah aku berjaya sampai ke penghujung dengan usaha sendiri & morale support daripada parents, tunang & sahabat. Cuma, ada je insan2 yang tak nampak usaha aku. Aku anggap ada hikmah sebalik benda yang jadi, perlahan lahan emosi aku diperbaiki dengan current lifestyle. Alhamdulillah aku hampir berjaya menerima kenyataan. 

Thank you kepada Supervisor aku kerana telah mengajar aku nilai kemanusiaan yang ada dalam diri. Dengan kenalnya aku dengan dia, aku yakin aku boleh tempoh apa saja jenis orang sebab aku rasa kalau aku boleh hadap Supervisor aku maknanya aku boleh hadap dengan semua orang. Okay, ini lah part yang pahit sikit untuk tahun 2015 aku. 

Post aku semasa ber"motivate". Takpelah, PENGALAMAN.

May 2015, Alhamdulillah. I am officially someone's future wife. Allah Tahu bila masa aku bersedia dan bila masa aku belum. Doa kan kami yang baik2. Tu je yang aku mintak dari yang noticed post ni. Untuk gambar, mungkin aku tunjuk  sikit jelah ye. Sebab tak selesa nak tunjuk secara official lagi, kalau post kat mana2 tu mungkin hanya untuk tunjukkan appreciation of mine for him. That's all, nothing to be showed off lah. Semua orang ada rezeki masing2. 

Cuma nya, nak story sikit je. Before I met him, I do berharap untuk seseorang yang lebih alim dari aku. I do hoping that someone will come to my house and merisik and something like that. It was like orang dulu2 tu. Hahaha how old my brain was thinking about. But I don't make it. Tu semua masa diploma, masa zaman single and tengah dalam keadaan 'soul refreshment' and yes! I do repair myself mentally. I do prepare for my future life. I must move on from past and let the past fly away from my life & starting a new journey of mine. Starting from January 2013 where my degree has started, I do cleared my mind from any kind of relationship. I just do my job as a full-time student which is study. Focusing my life in study and perform well for my degree without any Fails and Alhamdulillah aku dapat!

Sampailah masa bila aku kenal Tunang aku ni. Alhamdulillah Allah betul2 hantar dia masa aku dah betul2 ready untuk ber'relationship' semula. Pada masa aku meminta, Dia belum memberi. Pada masa aku leka & khusyuk terhadap benda lain, Dia perkenankan doa aku. Aku tak pernah meminta yang berlebih2, cuma yang sekufu & boleh bimbing aku betul2 sampai ke syurgaNya. Sujud syukur aku tak henti2 bila dia datang dalam hidup aku. Aku sayang semua orang masa tu. Hahaha :D That was the hikmah kan? See, what Allah has arranged for us. Don't let yourself be in your own way without His help. Have faith on Him.InsyaAllah He will listen to you. Doakan kami ye :) InsyaAllah if you make other's life at ease, He may ease you way 3 kali ganda. 

:')

January 2015, Me & my parents were officially moving out to our new house in Bahau. Where my tiny family will started the journey for colorful life here. Pray for us too. Hehehe. Alhamdulillah finally my family pindah jugak ke rumah sendiri setelah 10 tahun menyewa di Kuarters kerajaan. Apa pun, this years has taught me a beautiful color of life. Thank you for the memory. Apa yang pahit tu, kita semua sama2 rasa, cuma bezanya cara kita tangani masalah. Semua orang ada ujian, semua orang ada kebahagiaan. Allah Tahu hambaNya punya kemampuan untuk sesuatu perkara tu. So, jangan pernah berhenti berharap. Maafkan kami Ya Allah sebab ada jugak hati ini marah dengan takdirmu, tapi apakan daya aku hamba yang sangat kurang sempurna. Maka Kau tiupkanlah dihati kami dengan sifat mahmudah (sabar, ikhlas, redha) dan kau jauhilah kami dari sifat mazmumah (dengki, iri hati, tamak dsb). Dekatkanlah kami dengan bersangka baik. Amin Ya Robb. 

Up there was my beautiful life event in 2015 :') Alhamdulillah for all I have though. Thank you for everything, thank you for all the moments happens in my life. For 2016, I am looking forward for what is going to be happen next. Seriously, I am more than nervous. I only hope that you guys will pray for me and us for having a good memory to be reminded with. Actually, this is the  things that I should share with the public. The rest, will remain to be private. Thank you for read guys and have a good years ahead though. Love you!

Thank you for reading!

Planner or Schedule arrangement.

Assalamualaikum.

Being organized is something that I love and interested with. If the things did not turn like what I want it to be, there will be an event where I feel uncomfortable with. It will automatically turning my day into bad day just because my plan was not on its path. This is me. Jangan bermain dengan api. (Cewahh, acah2 je hahaha)

The October is nearly leaves us. How time flies isn't it? If Im not mistaken, my previous two posts was on the 18th! That's not the point, the point here is, I just got to know that our plan organizer or what we called it before as a diary has different types of categories and they even have their own names! Oh my goodness, how unacknowledged I am. Yeah! I feel worst! I thought 'the diary look' is just like a normal diary, they have name and its function actually.

Thanks to Dr Halina for acknowledge me, the one who is 'terlalu rajin' to read up. Take it as a lesson Zaa! Okay, here it is. There are three categories that I knew so far, and I know there might be lots! Haha need to find it by myself after this. Must do the listing!

1. Filofax, 


2. Erin Condren,


 3.MTN 

There are different isn't it? Give me 10 if you are with me. Hahaha shame on me! I love to plan what will be my next live event. I just don't know how to write nicely and neatly. Previously, I just write randomly on a piece of paper about present activity I wanted to do. The same thing I did on my wedding checklist which I know that was totally wrong! The important things must be written/recorded in proper and well-organized on a bundle of paper with tightly sealed which at least to be written in a book. I got one already, I used it for my merisik & bertunang event.

To me, these two events was not big as a wedding ceremony. So, I just used the same book for roughly idea that come out all of sudden which will be needed of course! However, I just got the new technique which I think it is something new that I must try. So, why not I go find and buy a new organizer platform which well-prepared by the expert.

So, lets find the suitable ones. Or just Google the design we like and custom-made it : ) So, that's all for this moment, Thank you for reading this entry guys! XOXO

* I just love to write one straight forward post rather than saying like an essay with less content.

Want to be loved

Hafiz

Hanya Ingin Kau Cinta

Di dalam hati ini aku menangis
Seiring satu luka yang telah kau beri
Kau tinggalkan ku sakitiku
Sungguh ku tak percaya semua yang terjadi

Kau tinggalkan diriku dalam air mata
Tanpa kau merasakan sakit yang ku rasa
Sungguh terlalu dirimu kekasih
Biar aku pergi tanpa sisa cinta

Aku hanyalah lelaki yang selalu ingin engkau cinta
Bukan untuk disakiti hatinya
Perih menahan lelah yang tak terkira oh

Aku hanyalah setitis embun dalam perihnya cinta
Tenggelam dalam rejam duka yang ada
Selalu kalah di dalam bercinta oh

Aku hanyalah lelaki yang selalu ingin engkau cinta
Bukan untuk disakiti hatinya
Perih menahan lelah yang tak terkira oh

Aku hanyalah setitis embun dalam perihnya cinta
Tenggelam dalam rejam duka yang ada
Selalu kalah di dalam bercinta oh
Di dalam hati ini aku menangis

Paramore - Still Into You

"Still Into You"


Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)

Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
And even after all this time (Hey)

I'm into you, baby, not a day goes by
That I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far

'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

On this special day, I want to make one confession. I do appreciate people around me. It was like if you saw me like not INTO you at that time, Im sorry. It takes time for me to adapt with the environment that full of crowd around me. As I am born as the only child, Im quite 'anti-social people look' at the first sight, but trust me when you're getting to know me inside out, I bet you'll regret knowing me as part of your life hahaha :P 

Don't worry, in my principle of life everyday is learning process. So, I'm still learning to be a better person. If my acting is not just as you like, tell me so that I can improve it. Why do I wrote this thing in the middle of night pun I just don't get it haha. Gian nak menulis tu dah datang, dalam 1 hari boleh sampai 10 posts kalau nak tahu. Baca lah korang sampai lebam. Apa orang kata tu, spam Google Plus timeline. Muahahah :D Okaylah, since tomorrow I have planned to go out with the important person, I need to sleep and wake up early as I feel 24 todayy ;) *wink wink. Enough for today. 

Thank you for reading this entry! :)

New Obsession - Dark Lipstick Color Code Hahaha :D

Assalamualaikum October! Huehuehue :))

My second post for today. This is damn cool you know. Look at the color, very stunning and extra hot babe! I do fall in love with dark color of lipstick especially from Jeffree Star Cosmetics, Unicorn Blood. How do I got the information? It's from Nana Mahazan (AF1). I saw her selfie's photo wearing dark red lipstick and immediately ask her what is the color code for her lipstick, only then she's updating the photo's caption. 

After that, I exposed my excited feeling about my new obsession to my best friend girl and she's showing me another brand of the ultra best color called Anastasia Beverly Hills. Look at the color, really beautiful. Especially Trust Issues. Did you notice that? Hahaha :D I want to grab 1 but I do have the question about the halal ingredient that is used in the lipstick. So, I need to do some searching on its halal issues. In Islam, the halal or clean from any non Muslim used to have (on certain part) is the main important thing to make sure our selves is clean. Islam means clean, sacred, from any dirt that was supposed to be. Anyhow, the color really made my day. I want to buy 1. I already have the bright red color as you know that time was bright red color obsession muahahah :D

Done for mini new obsession of mine. I dont know how I get to use the second language of my country in these two posts. Perhaps, it comes from the Catatan Matluthfi that I had read before. Mihs mihs mihs. Thanks Mat! Your little catatan really compact and full of knowledge that comes from inner side of yours. Not many of people in the world have the confidence to do the things as you did. Even tho all human are born equally, that might be something that really make you special from others. This is what my fiance told me. He says, every human have their unique character. Go and find it! #notetoself

And enough for this post. Thank you for reading this entry! :)

3/4 of my degree journey.

Assalamualaikum.

Why 3/4? It is because now Im on internship period which is my final phase of my degree before graduation. Alhamdulillah, so far it runs very well even though this company is totally away from my course yet it does gives me great opportunity in gaining knowledge. I've met a lot of people with different background here. Most of them are great and knowledgeable. I bet if any of you wants to find place for internship (electrical engineering based), I strongly suggest this company (EPE Switchgear Sdn Bhd). You can learn everything about electrical here. Done about internship. The details about the company background, you can google EPE Switchgear Nilai :)

Me and my best friend girl has planned to do part time job. At first I was thinking to do part time at Cool Blog near to my makcik's home (the place where I currently live). But the plan was changed to selling local fruit in my office. Alhamdulillah. At the very beginning of our tiny as big as germs business were run very well since they are a lot of people there willing to help us. From the box, type of fruits that people wants, how to calculate the modal & profit, and including how to peel the fruit are also being guided by them. They are so adorable &lovely. Special thanks to most of them who helps *tears. 

Fyi, we are just started. Our first week of fruit's selling achieve 100++ myr. Praise to Allah :)) Look how money (rezeki) comes to us when we are searching for them. In this life, there are no matter how much money you have, the important thing is how well did you spend your money and plan how to roll up the money from being disappear every time the months has ended. :P In Islam, the barakah are the most important thing. And currently, we are almost 1 month in this field (business :P). Done about part time job :)

I miss writing in blog. 

There are no such thing as lame when it comes to be a blogger again. I do have fun writing. But mostly, long time ago (long? :P in fact it was just 3 years ago) I do writing from inner side called soul & it really took long time to write. It's because the things you want to share with others must be well chosen. However, when comes to PMS. Nah, my word has turning to be emotional so do the reader. Hahaha (Macam lah ramai sangat pembaca blog kau, the old blog follower only 250. I feel honored to have you guys as followers actually, Thank you guys, thank you so much! Hehehe. Now that time has passed. Now, Im engaged and insyaAllah soon to be wife to a great man. Thank you so much to The Almighty 'cause He knows my desire, my path of living and everything. No hidden part of mine that He doesn't know. Alhamdulillah, thank you The Almighty, Our Creater. :*

So guys, thank you so much for reading this entry! :)

Braces ON :)

Assalamualaikum semua, it has been a while Im not updating this blog isn't it? Who's gonna read your page pal? Sayyyy boo to myself. Who cares? Hahaha, actually I want to say that I have my braces a week ago, alhamdulillah. Setelah sekian lama. Okay lah, belanja gambar sikit dengan lover of my life forever, insyaAllah. Hihi. Ive got a lot of story to tell but since it already midnight and I need to settle up some work before go for bed, so this is what I have now. So, sehingga bertemu lagi. XOXO

Say hello to braces and new daily routine. The gigi looks so so so malu nak cakap haha.

Thanks for read guys! :)

Lost.

Assalamualaikum,

I just lost. 😣 Nothing to explain in this post. Just trying this new apps, to me coz I know this apps is the lame one. Me myself can't even tell why do I use this blogger instead of wordpress. Yeahh, when you are doing something unplanned then it will be turn out this way as mine.

Morale of the story, you need to sketch some quick plan in your head and start to organize that thing. Even tho it is the small things but yet it will be nice for the outcome. If that is not for others, at least it'll be great to you. Am I right?

Try to live in this small world with properly organized matter. Then your life will fulfill with joys and excitements. Put something interesting moment in your daily life, even it is for a minute, for you to feel the happiness in life.

This world has been created for a reason, don't just sat down and do nothing but think! Lost. I just got my mind in the correct way, as I'm going to end the writing. Thank you to this blog for having me as an uninvited writer. Okay enough for this hour, I still got plenty of works need to be done, so, I'm leaving.

Thank You For Reading anyway 😉